Have you ever looked at your handicaps as an asset? What if God uses your suffering and sin to minister to others with the same suffering. We would be able to comfort others with the same comfort we have. Who would better understand and have compassion and truth that you with the same background. Would knows better to minister to those in a wheel chair than Joni? She knows the struggles and defeats as well as victories of those with the same handicap that she has. At that point it becomes an asset. God has equipped the unequipped. He has worked a miracle for you and others.