The chief of all sinner...
the slow dying saint...
that is finding life in the risen Christ
Forgiveness is the mark of the forgiven.
Summertime is lots of good food, fun times and conversations with each other. My children amaze me how they see people. What makes them do the things they do and why.
I have had several conversations with my grands and the kids. Now adults. As one noted my sin I knew that what they saw in me was only part of my failure. That my sin was so great it put Jesus on the cross. That they saw me trying to do my best and still made a mess of things.
While taking a truck ride with another one we began to talk about these things. I said, I do not get angry when others sin against me. They do not mean to and I should not take it personally.
If we could have conversations like I am sorry. I wronged you...would you please forgive me. Then in return I would hear...yes I do...I was also wrong when I did that or said that to you. Would you please give me forgiveness. I want to change.
The conversation went like... no one is going to do that. Everyone wants to be right. They will not admit that they are wrong. What he was saying, in our natural self, is true.
I said Christ died for the sinner. Not for those that get it right. He said I know but people have too much pride to admit that they are wrong. Everyone wants to think they are right. Nobody admits they are wrong.
There is a time when we are surrendered to the will and wisdom of God we may need to say we are right. But this is not pride but dependence on God and His will. These times are very rare.
I thought yes I do have pride. Please break my pride Jesus. It is our pride that keeps us from the foot of the cross and from the life and joy that is ours in Jesus life, death and risen. The more you know you are forgiven is the more you are willing to forgive.
Wouldn't it be so good if we could actually help each other see our hearts. Why we hurt each other or say things we shouldn't just to get back at someone. What is going on inside us that we think we are right and it is always the other person that is wrong.
Seeing the best in each other...that is Jesus. I shared with my grandson that there is nothing we can do apart from Jesus. That our best deeds are but filthy rags.
What if we truly saw that our sin put Jesus on the cross. That the Spirit can truly help us love each other as Jesus loves. That we can be an encouragement and build each other up.
That we don't have to do things for others to make us feel good but because we want others to know we love them. That they are important to us. That we are sincere.
There is scripture that says that we bless out of one mouth and tare down each other out of another. Can we love from the heart. We all are capable of the worse but there is forgiveness and hope to know our sins are forgotten and forgiven because of Jesus.
Could we honestly see the good and help each other in our struggles. That we are not less people because we do wrong. We are children of the King Most High. We are righteous and He sees us in the goodness of Jesus covers us.
He who looses his life for my sake gains it.
Unless a grain of wheat falls to the grown and dies there is no life.
Is loosing my life not defending myself. Not trying to always be right. Not thinking I am someone that I am not. Finding my identity in the world's ways of the creation and not in the Creator. Not my will but Gods will be done. A surrender to the ways of God. Humility and love. A person who is in the will of God has no reason to defend himself. His life and actions speaks for its own.
Once you know who you are in Christ and how loved and forgiven you are there is no need to try and make yourself look innocent or better than the other person. We so search for an identity and will try to find it in the one that looks good and right, intelligent.
Repentance, forgiveness and love is the way of the christian. It is the way of life and of Jesus. Jesus came to serve not to be served. He who is forgiven much loves much.
Not to do things just for myself but for the good of others. I may not benefit from it, but I am not living for myself. When others say why did you do that for me. Because I love you and I want you to know Jesus loves you also. Our Savior is our reason for living.
These are lessons I am still striving to learn and practice with the help of the Spirit. It is by the power of the cross and the love of the Father that changes me. Love seeks the good of the one loved. This is the gospel love of Jesus, Father and Spirit.
Very truly I tell you, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.