When I first was diagnosed with mental disorder I had no idea God could use it for good. That He had a purpose and a plan for something so awful as what I was experiencing. All I knew was to endure it.
Now to see the dependence I have on God I can see where He has used it for me to grow in my love for Him. His ways are not our ways. I have seen how faithful He is no matter what the situation or relationships maybe. It has been a real growing in faith for me to see He is good no matter what.