Have you every been happy and sad at the same time? My dad went home to be with Jesus last night. I am so joyful that he is rid of his sick, broken down body. But at the same time so thankful he is with Jesus and all the saints that went before him. What joy there must be in heaven. Even so I know Jesus is weeping and grieving with me now. He knows my loss and my joy because of the cross. I can have compassion and fellowship with Him because He understands.