Thursday, February 9, 2012

Hanging by a Thread

Today began harder than the rest.  Feeling like I was hanging by a thread in this glass ball going around and around and couldn't get out. The right thing to do was to cancel my appointments today.  Soon arriving at my friends for my class.  Sitting in the drive way  I decided I just couldn't make it.  Hesitantly I went inside and began to cry as my friend hugged me.  There was some kind of release.  I did feel better.  You know how you feel after a good cry or a good laugh.  It is almost like a cleansing of your emotions.

As soon as I got home I fell asleep.  It was strange.  When I woke all I could think about was reconciliation.  People  who had not been together for years were coming together.  God was weaving all this together.  I didn't even notice.  He was gracious enough to let me be apart.  My spirits were so lifted.  Amazing peace.   Grace had carried me through yet one more day.