Don't lose hope. There is always a God size miracle just around the corner to increase your faith. Faith is not a gift we give to God. But a gift He gives to us. Keep the faith. Ask God to make your faith bigger. Your hope is not in people, circumstances but in God, who is faithful. He will meet your every need according to His riches in glory.
You need peace. God will give you the peace that passes understand. You need joy. He will give it abundantly. He cares about the birds in the sky. How much more does the Father care for you. His child.
He has a plan for your life. Seek Jesus face. See His plan unfold right before your very eyes. He has a great purpose for you. You hold a place in eternity that no one else can fill. He chose you for a particular part of His eternal plan. It is a good plan. He is a good God. He sent His one and only Son to get you. He died on the cross to bring you to close relationship with Himself and His Father. He won't let you go now. Don't lose hope.