Lord Change Me!

Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.

What does this verse mean?  What is a happy life?  Why do I do the things I do?  How do I influence, good or bad, those around me? Do people feel safe with me?  Can they be open and honest with me? God is changing me?  Will it be enough or do I still need my Savior?  What is just , do the next thing?  Can I move out of my comfort zone and love somebody?  Am I more about words than I am actions?  Is faith really dead without works?  What do I doubt and believe about God that affects my every day living?  How do I impose that on others?  Is it about me or God?  Are my eyes and heart fixed on Him?  Why have I been paranoid for the last 18 years?  Is faith enough?  Do I live like a slave or a child of the King!  Please Lord, change me...

I have been thinking a lot about writing to you.  About the time I would get a thought, the Lord would be teaching me something else.  I still don't have my thoughts together but I wanted to encourage you to be quiet and be still and silent, but then go about life with all you have in you.  If I don't enjoy Him now, can I rejoice in Him then?  Why do I long for heaven...Perfection, no more pain, Jesus!

A few of my family just took a trip and it was one of the most meaningful ones, I have ever taken with them.  I want to share a few of the pictures.  Blessings friends.