Thursday, October 2, 2014
All or nothing...
Balance is a word that use to really irritate me. I had heard we as Christians should be balanced. My reasoning was you can try to find balance in your life without the Spirit. But I have come to understand and see that the Spirit does bring balance into our lives.
I don't know about you but I tend to be a person of extreme. Some call it perfectionism. It is an all or nothing with me. I will give it all I have until I burn out and then I just quit.
We are like the pendleton on a clock that hangs on a big tower for all to see. The world can see it but we can't see it ourselves. It takes the Spirit to show us we are doing things in our own strength. We are depending on our own wisdom instead of that of the Lord. We aim for perfectionism. We do the very best we can and then we go to the extreme the other way. A few examples are...
We will try to help someone and keep on doing it and when they don't respond the way we want them to we quit. We don't feel any emotions and then when we come out of denial that is all we are, is a big bag of emotional baggage. We don't express any longings or needs and then when we see we have them we try to find them in everything this world can offer. We try to win over someone who has mistreated us and when they don't respond we are full of unforgiveness. We give it our best shot to make something work and when it doesn't we become cynical. We say we just don't care. We think something should happen and when it doesn't over a long period of time we give up hope and perseverance. We love someone and when they don't love us back we withdraw our supposedly love and dislike them and again say "I don't care". When someone doesn't appreciate all we do we stop doing it completely. When life doesn't turn out like we hope after trying so hard, we get depressed. We are enablers and when the person doesn't change we have nothing to do with them. We can't hang in with the long haul. We fail and we think we can't do anything right. We pray and pray and when we think God doesn't answer we lose faith that He is good and He cares. We think we need to know everything and then we see we know nothing. We set out to achieve everything and then see it really means nothing. We go from being controlled by others or another to being distant and putting up walls of protection. If we can't do it perfectly we don't try. Legalism to license.
The Spirit brings balance into our lives. There is a balance to each one of these things. I am sure you can think of more. Jesus brings hope, forgiveness, love, prayers. The only righteousness we truly have is in Christ. We find life in dying. Peace and joy in a messed up world. We learn to love the unloveable. We learn we are the loved unloveable. We give up to find. We lose to gain. The Father meets all our needs and longings. We find thankfulness and perseverance through suffering. We find strength in weakness. Blessedness to give.
So as we see we have gone to the extreme may we not go to the extreme the other way but let the Spirit guide us and lead us into life and life abundant. The gospel is our answer. Christ died for sinners. Jesus is the answer to our imperfection and our unbalanced lives.